Silvers Realm of Chaos

Not been having much fun lately, due to having a cold (complete with sore throat and fever) on and off for over a week now. Right now, as long as i drink something everythings alright. It's only when i stop... and let's face it, it looks kinda dumb during lecture so ...

It's a bit better today, so I'm hopeful. University today promises to be exhausting - it's pretty hot and no matter what you wear, it's pretty uncomfortable.

So, muddling through, looking forward to rewarding myself with icecream later on ^__^

WE WON!! *cue incoherent squeeing @Eurovision Song Contest

Harry hesitantly took a step towards the row of graves he had come to visit. Suddenly unsure what to do, what to say – and wasn't that kind of ridiculous? It wasn't like they really could hear him, but well, a few years ago he didn't think magic was real, so who knew? He squared his shoulders and took the last few steps, standing in front of a simple gravestone, marked with the dates of his parents birth and death. There was no inscription, only the names.

He took a shaky breath and gently deposited the single rose he had brought with him. He didn't know if he should say something, he doubted he could even form words at the moment. "I miss you so much" he finally managed. "I wish we could have had more time together."

Later he couldn't have told how long he stood there, there were so many things going through his head. He wondered how things would have been, had one of his parents survived that fateful Night. If his mother had but stepped aside, but then, maybe he wouldn't be here now. Maybe that would be better.

He felt tired, weary beyond his age. He just wasn't sure he could be the hero people saw when they looked at him, didn't feel nearly strong enough or smart enough or, when he was honest, determined enough. But there was no way out it seemed and even if there was, he knew he couldn't leave the people he cared about to deal with the monster that was Tom Riddle on their own.

He just wished it wasn't always him they looked to for leadership. Surely there were more experienced people out there, was it really possible that one 16 year old boy was all there was to lead them? His eyes flickered once more to the gravestone. Nothing for it, really. And if he felt like he wouldn't see the end of this war that wasn't so bad either, he reasoned. If the worst came he would be with his parents, would see Sirius again.

"I'll see you soon" he muttered and turned around. Slowly he walked out of the graveyard.

*blushes* So what I said about posting a bit more often? I'll try very hard to kick myself to actually do it, this time :)

University started up again last week, and so far everythings is fine. I have to take Grammar&Style 1 this semester, and if you believe the horror stories I have my work cut out for me *g* First Session wasn't that bad, let's just hope it stays that way.

I actually wrote my first little Drabble for HP. I'll post that here later, since it's on my big comp and I only have my little Netbook Silver-xxs with me to University ^^

I'll need to look around for a few HP fic communities, maybe sign up for a few fests to make sure I keep writing *g* I'm not so much for motivation unless someone is kicking me...

Since I used to weekend to re-do my computer, I called the blizzard hotline yesterday and they were very helpful - I have my account back, all my gold and items were sent back to me via ingame post by the Gm's and I'm allaround completely happy!

I really missed the people in my clan, and of course my litte Kyrre *grins* But, after the hacker attack, every time I log in, I'm scared, anxously waiting for my password to be accepted, hoping it didn't happen again.. I think thats something I won't loose that fast, sadly.

I formatted my Computer today, and while it took some time to convince the infernal machine to do what I wanted, I won, in the end. The most important stuff is up and running now, and I'm watching the Wrath of the Lich King Installation crawl towards completion - or the third crash, I'm not quite sure which..

Without my Netbook, which I bought myself as a Birthday present, shortly before term at university started, saved my weekend (and a considerable part of my mind, probably) because, as it turns out the drivers for damn near everything where missing.. Finding the right ones and getting them downloaded was a bitch.

Now I'm just going to finsh installing some things, playing with the desktop and I'm all set to go. Tomorrow I'll get to filling out the web contact thingie to get my WoW-Account back. It's been 2 weeks now and I really miss the people, and the game, and of course my litte Gnome-Mage Kyrre.

I'm really looking forward to 2 days of doing nothing much, except reading *gg*. Since I finished with Hamlet yesterday, I feel justified spending the weekend just lazing around :P

Initially I had planned to do the hard-core key-logger search this weekend, but I'll postpone it to tomorrow for now. Although I have to say I quite miss the people and all, and it's only been a week since the whole wow-debacle. It's just that even when I find the damn thing (and will find it, need be by formatting my comp....), from now on I'll always feel scared logging in. Like "are my chars still there"-scared.... I never thought It'd happen to me and I still don't know how the hell that thing got on my comp...

Now, to counter-act the threatening bad mood, I'll go and read the updated Fanfics on my Fav-list.

I had planned to spend my free day doing all kinds of stuff. Like learning for the latin vocabulary-test tommorow, or get finished with hamlet, since the deadline (mid November) is kinda closing in on me... Then I made the mistake over skimming over a Naruto Rec List and spend the day reading fanfiction *Gg* Well, I guess I can always learn on the train to university...

If anyone is interested, the Fanfic in Question is: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4119917/1/Hakumei

I kinda fell out of the habit of using this, or indeed any other journal, but thats going to change, as of today *g*

At the moment I'm a bit stressed with all that's been happening at University (I have to take Latin, which I definitely don't enjoy very much) and to make my life just a little bit brighter some asshole hacked my Wow-Account, which is now suspended for the time being, till I get the whole thing sorted out.

On the positive side, this gave me a bit more time do to my assigned reading for my English Courses (Hamlet, and Robinson Crusoe...) but I'm really missing the people so I'll try and find the Keylogger this Weekend. The GM's were actually helpful this time and provided me with a list a free Programs to check out, so that's were I'll start.

So Long,

Silver

I set myself up with an InsaneJournal as alternative to my Livejournal. For now I`l wait and see what the rest of fandom will do, I just wanted to have some alternatives.